Just got home from Susan's birthday party. Was invited together with Sir Rudolf. We were ushered inside their house for a sumptuous dinner with the members of their family and the AMEGA GROUP. The party was masaya at game lahat except me. Kainis...killjoy ako dahil hindi ako ngrender man lang ng 1 kanta, wala akong practice.Booooohhhhh!!! Hindi rin ako makasayaw...lalo na't chacha ang gusto nila, I love swing better than chacha and boogie. Couldn't eat much...nakakahiya na ung sagot na, "Thanks, but I'm on a diet!" very old cliche. And I talked so little, I don't know, maybe wala ako sa mood. Couldn't eat well, parang wala akong appetite basta silent-mode ako. Somebody offered me a glass of wine (on the rocks)...it's CHARLESBO. It's a fine red wine, a produce of France and was made of best grapes in the world. Gusto ko sya dahil maganda ang packaging nya...kakaiba, with spigot. Umorder ako para sa hauz. Masarap pero medyo a little sweet nga lang.
I was a wallflower that night and I just sulked in the corner with a lot in mind...Sir Rudolf asked me in hush, "bestfriend bakit malungkot ka at tahimik ngayon?"..."wag mo munang guluhin ang isip mo ngayon, mag-enjoy muna tayo..." ...poor Sir...hindi nya ako talaga nayaya sa pagsasayaw...taga panood lang ako that night. I slipped away from the table and slept in the van. ..and woken up by a murmur. Naku...hindi ako tinantanan nina Venus para bumaba ulit at maki-group sa kasiyahan. Hay naku...hindi ako talaga sociable na tao. I wanted to go home...I was downhearted that night. Pero in fairness...napaka-accomodating ng mga taga co-AMEGA GROUP ko. Mga totoong tao at magaling makisama. Hindi ka mao-off. I couldn't sing, and I couldn't dance either. Hay naku napaka-kj ko na ata. But I did enjoy that night dahil masaya clang kasama.
To Ate Susan, again...HAPPY BIRTHDAY! More Blessings!
